Do you ever have those times in your life when you want to do nothing else except contemplate what could have been and all the beauty that would have gone along with it? This election has turned me into a ball of jelly. I can't think. I can't work. I can't do anything currently. All I can do is reflect. It's very bad for my productivity, but in the end all I can say is that things definitely affect my moral.
I consider myself an independent. I don't like to listen when people try to tell me how to think. I like to find my own way and reach my own conclusions. I like to push through when others say I can't and I like to resist 100% when people encourage me to give in. But now I find myself at a complete brain failure as the election unfolds before my eyes. I so wanted Obama not to win. Why? Because I disagree with his policies and methods. He seems like an incredible fun and charismatic guy. I would love to know him on a personal level, but I do not believe in his policies as a leader nor his example.
So I find myself incapacitated to further my homework, to catch up on certain jobs that need to get done in my life, or other things that call my attention.
Now I just want to scream and wake up in 4 years haha.